Not Really Anywhere

March 3, 2009 · Posted in Uncategorized 

Well, day one back at work is in the books, and it went rather smoothly.  Don’t know if I’ll be able to change teams/departments — I mentioned it to my boss at least though, so we’ll see what happens.  Right now they just have me doing some documentation, so that’s cool; I don’t know how well I’d do at coding right at the moment, as I haven’t written a line of code in a month and a half at least.

Still don’t know where exactly I’m at.  Felt kinda out of it for most of the day yesterday.  Not exactly nervous or anxious, but not exactly comfortable either, and … well … just not “all there”.  I don’t really know how to describe it.

Also, don’t have a clue where I’m going, either.  Or (for that matter) if I even care where I’m going.  I had a mild urge to try and write last night, and for most of yesterday I was almost in “planning mode”, waiting for some ideas, whether it’s for a book or a program or a business or whatever, but at the same time it was quite distant.  Not very imperative.  I don’t know if it’s a hint of a dying ghost, or if it’s my old ambitions trying to grow back.

Anyways, need to get ready to go.

–Matt

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